the Gospel of luke

I cant remember why we fell apart
From something that was so meant to be
Forever was the promise in our hearts
Now more and more I wonder where you are…

Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
I miss you

Still have your picture in a frame
I hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane
How I wish that you would call to say …

Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
I miss you,
I miss you,
I miss you

No more… loneliness and heartache
No more… crying myself to sleep
No more… wondering about tomorrow

Wont you come back to me (come back to me)

And yeah, it's by a guy named BRIAN! 

Damn, I can't even watch TV without getting all emo over something.  I mean all I ever wanted for Nick and Karen was for them to find their way back to each other, and now that they have, watching them together makes me want to cry because Karen is so childish sometimes and the way Nick takes care of her makes me miss Brian so much...

Of course, I didn't let myself cry right away because I was watching with my mom, but now that she's gone to her room, I just can't hold it in anymore.  

I know I never really talked to you, but I just needed to say there were so many times that I said nothing only because you'd already said it better than I ever could.  You know, those types of things that are blatantly obvious, yet so few people could actually see?  *sighs*  You seemed to be the voice of reason so often in those matters, and I guess I just assumed that you always would be.  I hope that you are happy now freed from this prison we call life. Yet it all seems so unfair.  You were loved, truly and deeply, yet you have been taken from his side.  And for those without love, life is forced to continue.  I hope that you know, I would have traded with you if I could have.  It would be better not just for you and for me, but for the world in its entirety. 

Believe it or not I got drunk enough tonight to take a peek at  www.lukeandnoahfans.com .  (Yes, yes, yes, I was truly and completely wasted.)  Anyways, this is what I found by searching for keyword Brian!  First of all, I think there are some closet Lion fans on that website, because I came across this picture.  (OK, so I know that the quality isn't the best, but you KNOW what is goin' on in this picture!)  



Anyways, after I found that picture I read a couple of the threads and realized how much of an impact I have made on the world.  Ok, so this chick says:

Grrr you dont even know I still have scars, a L**n lover put Luke and Brians kiss on "Noah's bench" as her favorite Nuke moment and someone put Luke Wheatly as thier screen name and called Noah boring ya I just HATE the anybody but Noah club. Uh lol sorry I am not a freak or anything I just needed to get that out. Phew ok done :P

The bolded part is about ME!  Yeah, so apparently I'm important enough to get badmouthed 6 months after the fact.  LMFAO!  Why thank you cmccloud, I am glad to know that I have made such a huge impact on somebody's life.  But next time you're going to badmouth me could you at least spell my damned screenname right? It's Luke Wheatley!  Grr!

(Don't worry my dear readers, we will return to your regularly scheduled programming of morosity soon enough, because sadly, I just cannot afford to get this wasted every night.)

Have you ever sobbed for 5 hours straight?  No, I don't mean crying on and off...  I mean body trembling, gut wrenching sobbing for 5 hours straight. And not just that, but done it over a month and a half after the occurance that's caused you to do it.  Have you?  No?

Congratulations!  You're better than me!  (Though I must add that's not much of a feat you've pulled off there...)