My List This Year

1. Love- I love him, still. All I can really ask for here is your prayers and positive thoughts. Or your true stories of how peoples loves came back to them after years away.

2. Pokemon - Anything.

3. G3 My Little Ponies or merch - Anything!

4. Vusamazulu Credo Mutwa stuff - I’m fascinated by this man, but I only have 2 of his books. I’ve watched everything on YouTube already. So if you have any books (even ebooks) or DVDs or whatever that would be great. If you have links where I can watch stuff online that isn’t on YouTube that will work too. Or if you’ve met him then tell me your story.

5. CA Lottery scratchers - Send me your losing scratchers so I can enter the codes in the RePlay game.  (Though I won't object to new or winning scratchers either.)  Or you can just e-mail me the codes and save yourself the postage.

6. Splenda Quick Packs- (I want to surprise my mom with these.)

7. Postage supplies - Especially a scale or stamps.

8. Dinosaurs - Anything.

9. Mythological creatures/ Cryptids - Anything.

10. Send me something that you think I need. Something that will improve my life.

If you need my address then please comment with your e-mail or e-mail me:

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New Icons, Banners, & Wallpaper: As the World Turns, Guiding Light, Supernatural, and Prison Break!


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As the World Turns

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    Dr. Phil

New icon communities!

Well, I decided to make a couple of icon communities because I noticed that the old ones had gotten deleted.  I don't even watch GL anymore, but I'd gotten nostalgic one night and made some icons, then I realized the community had been deleted. So if you watch As the World Turns or Guiding Light, please join and post your icons.  (Don't worry, I'll still be posting all of my icons here too. ;))

I've been getting back into icon making now lately...  I'm usually up 'til 6-8 am because I either can't or don't wanna go to sleep.  I got so used to falling asleep in his arms that falling asleep alone is torture (and not the good kind).  Yeah, I'm that pathetic...  Sadness wise I don't feel much different from the day it ended.  I guess I'm not as angry but that was a conscious effort on my part... To just realize that the anger is only hurting myself, and aren't I already hurting enough?  Besides, I'm so tired all the time that I honestly don't have the energy for anger.  Depression is more than enough emotion for me...  And, of course, those stupid bits of hope that always manage to creep in.  Ugh.  I am trying to get rid of them, but it is just too hard.  He was IS my soulmate.  I know that and pretending otherwise just isn't working.  So I guess that I have to hope because if I don't than I'll have to accept the fact that I will be alone for the rest of my life.  Fucking wonderful. 
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Well, recently I discovered "selling journals" on LiveJournal. I searched and searched and searched for some reasonably priced (and by reasonably priced I mean cheap) Pokemon, and I didn't really find any. Thanks to that, and the fact that I can't even get to some of my Pokemon because my room is so cluttered with magazines, I decided to start my own selling journal.


It's not much yet, but please check it out if you have Pokemon to sell/trade, or are looking for Pokemon.

I will be adding a lot more stuff (namely magazines) to it soon, but I don't have a digital camera yet... Plus I'm completely exhausted, so I better get to bed.
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