dean (sandy_oneill) wrote,

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New icon communities!

Well, I decided to make a couple of icon communities because I noticed that the old ones had gotten deleted.  I don't even watch GL anymore, but I'd gotten nostalgic one night and made some icons, then I realized the community had been deleted. So if you watch As the World Turns or Guiding Light, please join and post your icons.  (Don't worry, I'll still be posting all of my icons here too. ;))

I've been getting back into icon making now lately...  I'm usually up 'til 6-8 am because I either can't or don't wanna go to sleep.  I got so used to falling asleep in his arms that falling asleep alone is torture (and not the good kind).  Yeah, I'm that pathetic...  Sadness wise I don't feel much different from the day it ended.  I guess I'm not as angry but that was a conscious effort on my part... To just realize that the anger is only hurting myself, and aren't I already hurting enough?  Besides, I'm so tired all the time that I honestly don't have the energy for anger.  Depression is more than enough emotion for me...  And, of course, those stupid bits of hope that always manage to creep in.  Ugh.  I am trying to get rid of them, but it is just too hard.  He was IS my soulmate.  I know that and pretending otherwise just isn't working.  So I guess that I have to hope because if I don't than I'll have to accept the fact that I will be alone for the rest of my life.  Fucking wonderful. 

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